Redemption

So my overall demeanor has been less then that of my own standards lately, and yes I have gone on to do alot of complaining, however though it is warranted by the current circumstances, your right, it's not getting us nowhere, so yah I'm out of options, iv slowly suicided my reputation into oblivion, iv made tones of random enemies for who the fuck even knows, I geuss they hate me for standing up for what I believe in, I geuss liberty is dead from where they come from. But more importantly I forgot why I was fighting so hard... The fun I had here I would not trade for the world, there is nothing like this game available on the Web and that's why I fight so hard, to hopefully in my humble opinion to justify my actions, to make a better game for everyone. But it's backfired at this point. So I'm sorry, believe what you want about me but I love this game to death. Everything iv tried to do was to build a better foundation for the future, but it's been made clear to me none of you want me here any longer, those who I did everything for are long gone, all that remains is strangers and my enemies. My hope was to one day shed my shaky past here as a troll, but I only made it worst, so I no longer know what I can do to help this game and I'm slowly giving up. I won't say I'm leaving because this place still holds much sway on me, but I geuss I'm accepting this game in its broken and untapped potential state as it is, and always will be. Hopefully an opportunity presents itself so that I may be of use one day but untill then don't expect anymore passion and determination from me. I just hope you guys see the true reason for everything that I have done and I'm sorry that I'm such an ass sometimes but I mean well. I hope I can be forgiven and finally allowed to enjoy my time here without the constant harassment from a small but dedicated group of players. I don't even answer them anymore but there in my games spectating talking shit, there on the forums talking shit, there in my pms talking shit, and even if I mute them they have successfully ruined my reputation to so many people who never had the pleasure of seeing the fun loving helly I really am. Have a good night gentlemen I'll be seeing you around.

You should try squats, lunges, pullups and good ol pushups, every day. These are all anabolic exercises, they work lots of muscles at once putting pressure not only to your body but on your nervous system aswell,.thus forcing your body to release tons of endorphins. They will make you feel better.

Általa írva Khal.eesi, 31.05.2016 at 04:54

You should try squats, lunges, pullups and good ol pushups, every day. These are all anabolic exercises, they work lots of muscles at once putting pressure not only to your body but on your nervous system aswell,.thus forcing your body to release tons of endorphins. They will make you feel better.

I feel fine, this is just one part of my life, it just happens to frustrate me deeply.

Általa írva Helly, 31.05.2016 at 03:14

So my overall demeanor has been less then that of my own standards lately, and yes I have gone on to do alot of complaining, however though it is warranted by the current circumstances, your right, it's not getting us nowhere, so yah I'm out of options, iv slowly suicided my reputation into oblivion, iv made tones of random enemies for who the fuck even knows, I geuss they hate me for standing up for what I believe in, I geuss liberty is dead from where they come from. But more importantly I forgot why I was fighting so hard... The fun I had here I would not trade for the world, there is nothing like this game available on the Web and that's why I fight so hard, to hopefully in my humble opinion to justify my actions, to make a better game for everyone. But it's backfired at this point. So I'm sorry, believe what you want about me but I love this game to death. Everything iv tried to do was to build a better foundation for the future, but it's been made clear to me none of you want me here any longer, those who I did everything for are long gone, all that remains is strangers and my enemies. My hope was to one day shed my shaky past here as a troll, but I only made it worst, so I no longer know what I can do to help this game and I'm slowly giving up. I won't say I'm leaving because this place still holds much sway on me, but I geuss I'm accepting this game in its broken and untapped potential state as it is, and always will be. Hopefully an opportunity presents itself so that I may be of use one day but untill then don't expect anymore passion and determination from me. I just hope you guys see the true reason for everything that I have done and I'm sorry that I'm such an ass sometimes but I mean well. I hope I can be forgiven and finally allowed to enjoy my time here without the constant harassment from a small but dedicated group of players. I don't even answer them anymore but there in my games spectating talking shit, there on the forums talking shit, there in my pms talking shit, and even if I mute them they have successfully ruined my reputation to so many people who never had the pleasure of seeing the fun loving helly I really am. Have a good night gentlemen I'll be seeing you around.

I don't hate you <3

Általa írva Guest, 31.05.2016 at 05:04

Általa írva Helly, 31.05.2016 at 03:14

So my overall demeanor has been less then that of my own standards lately, and yes I have gone on to do alot of complaining, however though it is warranted by the current circumstances, your right, it's not getting us nowhere, so yah I'm out of options, iv slowly suicided my reputation into oblivion, iv made tones of random enemies for who the fuck even knows, I geuss they hate me for standing up for what I believe in, I geuss liberty is dead from where they come from. But more importantly I forgot why I was fighting so hard... The fun I had here I would not trade for the world, there is nothing like this game available on the Web and that's why I fight so hard, to hopefully in my humble opinion to justify my actions, to make a better game for everyone. But it's backfired at this point. So I'm sorry, believe what you want about me but I love this game to death. Everything iv tried to do was to build a better foundation for the future, but it's been made clear to me none of you want me here any longer, those who I did everything for are long gone, all that remains is strangers and my enemies. My hope was to one day shed my shaky past here as a troll, but I only made it worst, so I no longer know what I can do to help this game and I'm slowly giving up. I won't say I'm leaving because this place still holds much sway on me, but I geuss I'm accepting this game in its broken and untapped potential state as it is, and always will be. Hopefully an opportunity presents itself so that I may be of use one day but untill then don't expect anymore passion and determination from me. I just hope you guys see the true reason for everything that I have done and I'm sorry that I'm such an ass sometimes but I mean well. I hope I can be forgiven and finally allowed to enjoy my time here without the constant harassment from a small but dedicated group of players. I don't even answer them anymore but there in my games spectating talking shit, there on the forums talking shit, there in my pms talking shit, and even if I mute them they have successfully ruined my reputation to so many people who never had the pleasure of seeing the fun loving helly I really am. Have a good night gentlemen I'll be seeing you around.

I don't hate you <3

Well thank you.

Troll

Dafuq

Helly, stop it with the drama already XD this isn't a soap opera, it's a game, not everyone hates you and tries to kill you after each move you make! Let's be a bit rational, there's no need to take every step you make to extremes. Do some excercise, take care of your real life, come here only when you're calm and fucking enjoy a game!

Általa írva Helly, 31.05.2016 at 03:14

Everything iv tried to do was to build a better foundation for the future, but it's been made clear to me none of you want me here any longer,

I know this feel helly, but you should never think that the community hates you. There are people without words that supports your statement. Just look at me, despite all the laugh and hateful threads that they make against me, or all my "ridiculous" postures in regards of RP-Mods-remove2xmultiplierfromCWs, Im still ranked up among the most popular players in the game and Ive also won three PotY awards.

Getting admins to do stuffs is hard, you should've realized that simply complain doesn't solves the issue. Even if you were able to code the Map editor by yourself it would still accomplish nothing (Telling this to you by experience). I´m afraid I don´t have the answer either...

Általa írva RaulPB, 31.05.2016 at 09:02

Helly, stop it with the drama already XD this isn't a soap opera, it's a game, not everyone hates you and tries to kill you after each move you make! Let's be a bit rational, there's no need to take every step you make to extremes. Do some excercise, take care of your real life, come here only when you're calm and fucking enjoy a game!

I always come calm, it's the leaving part that make me crazy.

I like you for the fact that you're the only mapmaker who is not a self-obsessed narcissistic asshole with a giant superiority syndrome.

Tl-dr helly you need to get off of the wall spam and start making your posts an easy reader...

Általa írva Helly, 31.05.2016 at 12:35

I always come calm, it's the leaving part that make me crazy.

Then don't leave me honey!!

Seriously though, take it easy and if you ever need a talk, come to me, I'm always glad to have a nice conversation. We all are aware of the situation of the game and it's not only you who is worried about it, I swear.

Általa írva Zephyrusu, 31.05.2016 at 13:31

I like you for the fact that you're the only mapmaker who is not a self-obsessed narcissistic asshole with a giant superiority syndrome.

hey, i am a nice guy too

Stop rewalling.

Általa írva Zephyrusu, 31.05.2016 at 13:31

I like you for the fact that you're the only mapmaker who is not a self-obsessed narcissistic asshole with a giant superiority syndrome.

LMAO WAS THAT MEANT AT ME TOO? XD

Hellraiser, dont take it personal man. It is just a game, I know your feels I have stalkers on atwar too
It just means they love you in some way.